Geez, your Internet is fickle. I've definitely been there :(

35?! All I can think of is "Gitchy Goomy" by Neil Diamond. It kind of sounds like Jon is talking to Stevie; reassuring him that, even though he has had to endure things that have been damaging and is experiencing things beyond his age and maturity level, Jon will always be there to protect him as a father would. You know, the non-distant-authoritarian kind. Anyway, you don't have to use that; I just wanted to toss it in:)